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no one read this [21 Feb 2006|08:27am]
ive been trying to figure things out lately
but i am never able to
i think about stuff and then i just dwell on that thing until i think of something else to dwell on
i try to trick myself in being happy
i always say im happy when im alone in my house noone bothers me noone talks to me which is what i want but that is when i dwell on things the most and do stupid things and it feels like there is an emptiness in my stomach and it will never go away, and it never does but then again i like when people talk to me, but noone does, so im a fucking werido.
pretty much

life was so much easier when i couldnt reach the telephone
so much more fun when all i drank was milk
couldnt wait to get home
to see the only lady in my life
where did she go?
life... what a concept who needs it?
bada bing!

cool [28 Sep 2005|04:16pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

wow
i love this thing, that is why i update it every 9 months
i would tell you about my life, but my life sucks

2 bada bing!

[24 Nov 2004|10:13pm]
I sipped down























some
Warm ginger ale
2 bada bing!

[17 Oct 2004|07:56pm]
I have been going with katie for six months

this is wonderful


<3
12 bada bing!

[22 Sep 2004|08:43pm]
wtf is up with all these friends cuts?
im looking through my friends list
they all apperantly dont want friends
so you know what im not posting on any of them
because im antisocial and i dont want any friends anyway!


im sure no one cares because im a mean person >:0
and no one wants to be friends with a jerk
15 bada bing!

[14 Sep 2004|07:12pm]
i really want a milkeshake right now


im gonna kill mrs kiralys goofy ass
13 bada bing!

[03 Sep 2004|03:31pm]
hello
school is way cool many new friends i have a class with katie and a class with jp and a class with ashley wing and like 5 classes with kai so its all awesome becky is cool
I LIKE KATIE QUISH SOO MUCH
6 bada bing!

[31 Aug 2004|08:55pm]
You know whos cool?


























Katie Quish
13 bada bing!

wow [25 Aug 2004|01:13pm]
Hr 191 roche
220 english kiraly
137 spanish milano
420 us history scire
924 gym(first symester) paolini
945 sub (second symester) sweeney
330 algebra 2 Frank
020 Bio lab Bouchard
525 keyboard Spaziani
020 Biol Bouchard
*subject to change
kind of confusing
someones gonna have to explain all this
and whats with the letters
16 bada bing!

[17 Aug 2004|01:37am]
Ive been going out with katie for 4 months









wish you were here
7 bada bing!

Dont you know that i always see you in all of my dreams [02 Aug 2004|02:36pm]
Man these past few days have been awesome

Evans party was fun Hung out with katie there the whole time

Then It was Funeral For a Freind Senses Fail My Chemical Romance Such an awesome show F.F.A.F. was soo good

I wonder what this week will bring
20 bada bing!

[29 Jul 2004|06:57pm]
I miss my drums soooooo much I havent played them in months
and im sure I suck now I just do nothing all day because no1 calls If I had my drums I would be doing something productive with my life but of course im lazy and super white and a waste of life



Well i miss my drums (sad face)

Anyone have something they miss?
14 bada bing!

[27 Jul 2004|04:13pm]
good night

it started off bad because i thought someONE was mad at me but i talked to her later on

if anders was there it would of been so much cooler

Cant wait for funeral for a friend senses fail
its gonna be WAY fun
8 bada bing!

You are with me... Always with me [20 Jul 2004|01:21pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Fuck that last post


All is good id say

"Its getting to that point where I WANT TO say those dreadful 3 words"

10 bada bing!

Kiss it all goodbye, Tonight [10 Jul 2004|07:34pm]
The guy on the bus was the first one to ask me my age

I have 3 friends which is cool and all, but it kind of sucks

I still have a girlfriend I doubt she still likes me

so far being 16 fuckin sucks


o and jps back
13 bada bing!

[07 Jul 2004|11:25pm]
"And I keep repeating, but this payphone tele stopped recieving
Flat out of change now I'm sure you won't accept the charges
It's all the same cause by the morning I'll be halfway to Colorado
Or some place like that"
3 bada bing!

[04 Jul 2004|11:51am]
16
i can almost taste the wendys
11 bada bing!

[01 Jul 2004|04:37pm]
how many people dislike me
or have disliked me at any point they have know me
23 bada bing!

[18 Jun 2004|04:45pm]
IMPORTANTECollapse )
12 bada bing!

[17 Jun 2004|12:26pm]
She said she would cut of my head and eat my brains if i ever need her to
Im sorry but thats love

2 months<3




Thanks for keeping me for this long
3 bada bing!

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